note to self: become more interesting, starting today

my fiance' and i bought our house a year ago. it is about 45 minutes away from my parents house. my parents have only been over to see the house 1 time in this whole year. so this week, i thought i would make a guesture and invite them over for dinner.

i am frantic.

i have been cleaning non-stop for a week trying to prepare for this. the big dinner is tomorrow. i hope everything goes well. i am trying to impress them.

anyway, it is friday, and that is all that is getting me through this day. for some reason, i never have anything to do. then when i do get something to do, it only takes me 5 minutes, then i am bored again. but then again, i should be thankful that i am sitting in the a/c with the computer and diaryland to entertain me... while my fiance' is working in a hot warehouse loading mattresses into trucks for 12-14 hours a day, 6 days a week. my job is pretty cushy. i guess i'll stop complaining.

i wish i could bring a small tv in here. i am missing game show network, TLC, and HGTV. i swear that is pretty much all i watch, besides every reality show there is. i don't know what is so exciting about watching these reality shows. it's sad to me that if i was on one of those shows, like the real world, the world would be so bored with me. i would be the one cleaning the house all day long and then watching tv all night. i don't dance... in public. i don't drink... anymore. i don't sleep around... never did. i don't kiss random guys... anymore. so i guess what i'm saying is that i am pretty much a suzy-homemaker, home body, who would rather stay home with my dogs than go to a club and get wasted. although i admit that i have done that before and it can be great fun.

dave song du jour: still dave matthews band, this time, "grace is gone"